Last Day in Oregon!

Well today is my last day in Oregon. Wow! I never thought this day would come. Moving to Wyoming always felt like a dream. When ever I though about Moving to Wyoming it felt like I was on a treadmill. Moving forward but never getting closer to the moving date. Even when I would see the days count down on my phone, I still couldn't get it in my head that I was leaving. Well, I am now.

I don’t even know what to fell right now, excited, nervous, scared, I have no idea. The unknown is so extreme. I will finally be an adult, I guess. Once I get to Wyoming I will start my “grown up” job. That scares me a little bit. Because after living away from my parents and having an apartment of my own I have gotten a feel for being an adult and I don’t really like it. I mean I do like growing up, but I don’t like paying my bills, well, mainly worrying about paying my bills each month. But God has always given me enough money to pay my bills, each month without fail. I don’t know why I worry about it still. God has always come through for me. He has never let me down and He never will. But I still can’t not worry about little things like money and its frustrating. I am tired of worrying. I wish that I would just turn the “worry switch” off.